DrunkFrogs

I don't have much time right now (I have to leave in a few minutes)

So yeah, that's all

Have a nice day, everyone c:

[x] You have your own room.  

[x] You own a cell phone. 

[ ] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman. 

[ ]Your parents are still married. 

[ ] You love your family (Not really, though it's not like i hate them)

[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.

T 0 T A L: 2 

[x] You dress the way you want to. 

[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.

[x] You have never been beaten up

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[x] Your room is big enough for you

[ ] People don't use you for something you have.

[x] You have been to the movies

T 0 T A L: 6

[ ] You have over 500 friends on facebook

[x] You have pictures on facebook.

[x] Your parents let you have a facebook.  

[ ] You get allowance/loan. 

[ ] You collect something normal.

[ ] You look forward to going to college. 

[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.

[ ] You play a sport. 

[ ] You want to do something after school/college.

T 0 T A L: 2

[ ] You own a car/truck. 

[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s). 

[ ] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life.

[ ] You have friends. (Not really, depends on your opinion of 'friend' is..)

[ ] You've never had a detention. 

T O T A L: 1

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.

[ ] You are happy with your life.

[x] You usually aren't sick.

[x] You know more than one language. 

[x] You have a screen name. (Maybe? xD)

[ ] You own a pet.  

[ ] You know the words to more than 5 songs.

[ ] You don't have any enemies

T O T A L: 14 (Added all together)

And because i really wanted some candy the next day (I live pretty close to a candy shop) I thought (Even though i didn't want to go outside) 

That i should move my ass there, so i get my candy and on my way home, my feet are aching like shit and i really don't feel like walking anymore.. But yeah of course i had to get home <w< So when i came home i took off my shoes and my socks... ONLY TO SEE THAT THE HEEL OF MY RIGHT FOOT HAS A HUGE FUCKING BLISTER, AND ONE OF MY TOES IS PRETTY MUCH JUST A BLISTER NOW

HURTS LIKE SHIT

Derp

No, seriously. My parents think i have a depression so my dad is taking me to a psychiatrist (?) I've told them so many times though, that nothing's bothering me, and that i feel fine. The only reason i'm not social, is because.. Well take a look at these 13 year olds that are around right now.... They don't get that i hate everyone more than anything because they all act like they're 4 years older and it pisses me off

Everytime i tell them how i feel, all i'm told is "You have problems, dear.. You've gained quite a lot of weight as well" OH THANK YOU?

Why can't anyone understand me? I don't have any personality disorders or anything, it's just because i don't want to become like all those stupid people out there, with all their text talk and what not.

Anyways;

My cousin had a depression at my age and ended up committing suicide. And even though that's very serious and so on, i'm not having ANY suicidal thoughts. The only thoughts i've had would be things like "These people are being deceived, i shall not listen. Their words are poisonous and i will not be defeated by sadness, anger, lust, greed, or whatever has taken it's toll on them" I do cry about everyday/every second day, but that is because i do not show any emotion during daytime, and i let everything out at night

so my emotions do not bother people. Though it is the case that i do not have many friends and that i prefer being alone all the time, rather than being bothered by people and their optimistic thoughts that end up pissing me off as i am very short tempered. I am also very vulnerable towards negative words and will spend time wondering what they meant. The only way for me to calm down is when i tell myself off, inside my head.. It's the same if i feel any emotion, a little voice echoes in my head that i should calm myself, and that nothing's important enough to be either happy, nor sad. So basically i do not feel any emotion towards anyone or their feelings. The only time where i feel emotion is when i'm completely alone, and it usually includes laughing alot and having what other people, i guess.. Would call "A blast" ? Anyways, when other people are around it's like my emotions turn off and then when i'm alone i feel like i can finally be happy

It's not that i can't control it though, it's my own decision to shut down all emotion and only focus on whatever is important to me.

YEAH.

DO IT, BITCHES.

Comment if you want me to tell these things I think of you 

1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your page for 10 seconds.

2. Tell you a color you remind me of.

3. Tell you what element I believe you belong to (water, fire, air, etc.)

4. Tell you what O.C(s) of yours is/are my favorite(s).

5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6. Tell you something I like about you.

7. Give you a nickname.

8. Tell you what am I doing right now.

9. Tell you what food/flavor/smell you remind me of.

10. Dare you to do one of these in your journal too, if you haven't already.